yeah, i guess so.

been mugging in school almost every single day. yeah, i've got the quantity, but where's the quality? the thought of the amount of time left totally scares me off. like what shah said, finished. yeah FINISHED. true enough to say i aint preparing for mid year at all. wells, i wanna prepare for As rather than mid year. (: but of course, sure it wouldnt be the same as my mock exam. i scored two F grades. cool. im okay with it though, seriously.

i feel, different. my thoughts just spinned around me. it's hard controlling my mind from spiralling into wild thoughts, depressing moments of anguish and hopelessness. i looked into the sky today and i thought of you. i cried 'cause i missed you. i know that's the last thing you would want to see me cry. i just can't forget that moment you saw me cry. four years, i've been living fine. 'cause of you, i'll never feel alone.

stayover at my cousin's place again, till the end of my mid year i suppose. according to my aunt, i can stay till the end of my As! oh, it's great, but i feel vacant. i missed home; my daddy, mommy and lil sis. i know i got to be home soon, well at least over the weekends. i feel aint alright without them with me and i know daddy and mommy missing me truckloads. yes lil jasmine, i'm missing you too if you are reading this my dear baby. (:

ooh! and girlfriend just got back from taiwan! you know you love me, you know i miss you! :D can't wait to see you darling! HEHEHES :P

you got to believe that a girl's intuition is uncannily accurate, and i trust myself on that. i'll believe you if you tell me it's true.

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micHx; you know you love me :D
lene; hi one! yeah it's been long long long time! hope you are doing fine alrights. :D hugs.
yingjie; of course not. 'cause i love you loads! ((:
jasmineCHONG; okay :D
Uncle; -salutes!
sheree; just mug everyday? hah. perserverance and motivation - quoted from seng. :D
yuya; heys dear! haven't been hearing from you for some time. catched up with felicia some time ago. haha. let's fry it hard together! oops :x
LTG; hMmm.. you are?
Mel; i haven't been touching ECONS for EONS. oh nooo, it's horribly horrible. -shakes!

met up with darling at terminal 2. yups. had breakfast together and till around 8, sent her off at the departure hall. i'll be missing her. awww. ): nvms, she'll be back soon anyways! hah!

shopped around the airport. bought some colourful hairpins from mini bits korea. passed by a shop which caught my attention as i saw a board which wrote, 'I Break, You Cry. You Break, You Cry'. sooo interesting! haha wanted to take a picture of it but im afraid im not allowed to. so i didnt! heh! :P bought a pack of chocolates from UK! :D

till then, took a long journey train to school.

i reached exactly the time im meeting mich and ying. met up with our juniors in school. we seniors boarded the bus first man! hahaha! we were munching our chocolates. mich brought toblerone too. ooo the chocs i bought were delicious! mich and ying love the biscuit in the choc so much. lols. and i guess, our bus journey to marian centre was kind of noisy for us. i think we seniors made too much noises! :x reached marian centre! yes! we saw the kids! taught them fun dance and interacted with them. lil girl, chu lynn, was all along with me! haha she followed almost everywhere i went. so cute pls. she's kind of quiet though, but of course she did talk to me! she didnt talk to ying nor mich. haha. then someone (not to disclose) spoke kind of loud at her and chu lynn almost cried! omgomg. before that i did wanna take photos with her but she didnt want. i asked why and she said she was shy. okay, and she ended up running away from me. it was then i told her i wouldn't take it and she came back to me. =| anyways.. her teacher talked to her and we had a group pic with everyone in it! i even managed to take a photo with chulynn in the end! :D i know she's reluctant. ): but shes really really cute! awww! lil sowmiya even asked everyone of us to write down our contacts. haha. :P

our day at the children's home was really fun! kind of sad when we got to part. headed back to school.. and started mugging! it was till hours later when i got the motivation to do maths with ie zhi! he motivated me! woaaahhh. but at least, i really felt the achievements i had today. (:

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Mel; heh thanks sweetie. mug hard too! (:

stayed over at my aunt's place over the week.. quite a few events to update on, especially nootka outing! (: met up with my dearest ogls at cityhall in the evening. actually saw grace, caixiang and yuanxiao on bus 190 coincidentally. ohh! and i saved yixin! we agreed to meet her up at far east bus stop and i saw her boarding the bus while we alighting and i quickly shouted at her! hahaha! :D oh wells.. quite a no. of us attended this dinner! our long awaited one. :D had some photoshots around esplanade area. we took photos of the guys gay-ing around with each other. here's one evidence:

and guess what! a tourist came forward and asked if they could pose it again so that she could take another shot of it. LOL!! ohmiegawd man! i wonder what the other country's people think of singaporean men when they look at these pictures! tsk!

we headed for our dinner at a high class restaurant - Al Dente. i guess due to those etiquettes and all.. we were sort of restricted. but anyways, a nice meal actually! jieyi, joseph sister and i belong to the pizza gang! haha. sister ordered meat pizza and when it was served to him, he found something unusual in his pizza! TADAAAAAA.... 4 vege found on it!
sister hates vege! and he counted a poisson distribution of 4. =/(:

after our dinner, we walked to clarke quay. we had a really long walk. had our chocolate fondue at haagen dasz. journey back home on 190 with everyone except jiaxin and joseph. cramper was really crappy.. he's simply the entertainer. talking about superman, spiderman, x-men.. everything man! hah! even omen.. -.-" had fun though! its a pretty good reunion although we feel that something's missing still.

im staying in luxury at my aunt's place! i love my uncle's cooking! dinner always serves together with soup and fruits. i think my stay there aint productive. i don't think i mug hard. start mugging hard, marilyn! hah. chatted over the phone with mich one night for three hours plus! and its 4.30am by then! i became like a zombie and i couldnt study for long in school the next few hrs. i think its my longest record for talking non-stop on the phone. =/ ooh and theres once when i just woke up.. went downstairs and i saw a lady ironing the clothes. silly me just thought its like a thief oh a thief! (obviously its not else thief wouldnt iron clothes right!) and i asked my cousin once he woke up. he's like saying, 'oh.... its cleaning service!' i felt like a joke. =| but then, that auntie looked friendly and nice! she smiled and talked to me! wahahahaa. and she saw the forgetful me forgetting to bring this and that before going to school. anyways! my cousin came back from japan on thurs night! she brought soooo many food back okay! and of course, i ate the chocs she brought back from japan, at midnight. -nods mummy says you cant eat chocs at night. its heavenly delicious that i could eat the whole box of chocs. and its SGD$1.40!! 0_0

alrights! latest event - Summer Dance Fit 2006 at Kallang Indoor Stadium area. it was yesterday's event! ((: omg. its a damn wonderful day! thanks for the morning call wy! managed to wake up on time.. rushed to meet up with ying and mich at bus stop. had our rehearsals at the hall.. lunch with ying! we thought of going MOS to have lunch instead of joining the rest of the people at lot1. surprised to see ruishan and constance having the same idea as us though! so the four of us ate at MOS.. constance had only cheesecake. omg diet. =/ felt like sleeping right after our meal! *ZzzzZ* pigs in action! oh crap. but then, went to buy cupcorn at pasar malam. according to ruishan, its lao corn! (old corn) no juice at all.. simply.. =/ i ate half of it while ying and shan shared the rest. shan bought candy tooo.. and the sweet couple (constance and shan) shared the candy on the bus. goodness la! its like ni yi cou wo yi cou. -hairstands!

arrived at kallang around 4 i think. had some stage spacing and all.. and the whole event started in the evening. we took lots of shots! ohh the j1 had a new instructor, mr james wong. he was trying to take photos of everyone. i guess he's having a hard time cause no one looking at the camera, so mich and i decided to give him a hand. lovely j1s came to join us in the picture! haha nicenice! :D below are some photos, including the breakdancers! more photos can be found under PRETTY :D

performances ended at 7plus. it was an AWESOME one, though it aint a major event there. well done j1s! they danced really well! the ethic fusion dance simply ROX! i'll show you some day if there's video uploaded. its sooooooo nice! ((: gorgeous! oh, we'll be performing the same thing again in sentosa this july. anyways.. mich, ying and i decided to go wisma to have our dinner! we were hungry people! waited for bus 16 for quite some time. on the bus, we witnessed the bus driver being so calculative over bus fares with a couple. cause the couple paid for just few stops, so the driver demanded additional bus fare. and the three of us went, 'east de people is like that one! east de east de!' haha! before that, we saw an old bus that we dont get to see in the west. so we went, 'east de east de!' lolx. everything east. chatted a lot on the bus.. and we missed our stop! oh gosh! hungry us walked back to the orchard station. hahahaa. we didnt remove our make-up.. so we looked like some aliens. there's this man at the mrt station. he saw the three of us and his reaction was super SHOCKED lah! we kept giggling at the way he was. seemed like he witnessed some aliens on earth. lolx!

had our dinner at crystal jade express. the waitresses came forward and asked where we went, how old we are and all.. its like gossipping! we caught quite a lot of attention due to our freaky make-up. customers even eavesdropped at the conversation we had with the waitresses. just when mich picked up her call, a waitress came forward again, placed a piece of paper (a name and hp no. written on it) and passed to ying! she's trying to help a waiter to get ying's no.!!! but the way she asked really make me laugh like a mad girl till i teared! oh no my eyeliner.. =/ and all along, the three of us kept gossipping at the waiter.. lolx! so funny pls. this is so entertaining! we giggled so much.. hEex. =P alrights.. enough of this. hahaa. shopped for a lil while and took 190 back home! ((: i love ying & mich! we'll have fun again next sentosa performance! :D love!

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yingjie; i loveeee youuu!!! <3
zH; what disgusting mugger! i don't! you dododo! =P
cx; hello cramper! ;P
Uncle; i love you too!
germs; yes darling. (: